쓸모

쓸모

  - 쓸 만한 가치

 

필요

  - 꼭 소용되는 바가 있음

 

필요하다

  - 꼭 요구되는 바가 있다

 

잘리다

  - 있던 자리나 지위에서 내쫓기다

 

쓸모없다

  - 쓸 만한 가치가 없다

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날이 추워지거나 면역력이 약해지면 감기 기운이 오는 것처럼

쓸모없어지는 것에 대한 공포가 흔하게 발동한다.

늘 잘릴 지도 모른다는 두려움에 시달린다.

"너 필요 없어."라는 말이 무서워.

매달릴 건 못하겠으니 할 수 있는 건 먼저 떠나겠단 다짐 뿐.

 

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Like how a cold comes when it gets cold or when i am weak.

Just as a cold often comes when weather gets cold or when my body becomes weak.

Much like how the onset of a cold follows colder weather or weakened immunity.

 

Fear of becoming useless often comes up.

The fear of becoming useless often gets tirggered.

The fear of losing my usefulness frequently manifests myself.

 

I always suffer from the fear that I might get fired.

I constantly struggle with the fear of possible being fired.

I live under the persistent anxiety of being dismissed at any time.

 

I'm scared of the words "You're not needed."

I'm afraied of hearing the words, "You're unnnecessary."

I fear the phrase, "You are no longer of use."

 

I can't cling, so the only thing I can do is decide to leave first.

Since I can't cling to anyone, the only choice I have is to resolve to leave first.

Unable to cling, I am left with nothing but rhe  resolve to depart first.

 

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