행복, 편하다

행복

  - 생활에서 기쁨과 만족감을 느껴 흐뭇한 상태

 

편하다

  - 힘이 들거나 어렵지 않아 편리하다

 

습관

  - 오랫동안 되풀이하여 몸에 익은 채로 굳어진 개인적 행동

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내 행복에는 힘듦이 포함되어 있다. 

청소, 정리정돈, 할일 하기, 소식, 영어하기 등이 분명 나를 행복하게 하는데 미루게 된다. 

힘들어서 미루는 걸까? 

미루는 게 습관인 건 아닐까?

행복을 선택하는 게 왜 쉽지 않은 거야. 

 

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My happiness includes hard work.

My happiness involves some struggles.

My happiness inhenently contains hardship.

 

Cleaning, organizing, doing my work, eating light, and studying English make me happy, but I keep putting them off.

Things like cleaning, organizing, working, eating less, and studying English clearly make me happy, yet I often delay them.

Task such as cleaning, decluttering, staying productive, eating modestly, and practicing English undoubtedly contribute to my happiness, yet I tend to procrastinate.

 

Do I put things off because they're hard?

Do I delay them because they feel difficult?

Is my procrastination driven by discomfort or resistance?

 

Maybe putting things off is just my habit.

Could it be that procrastination has become my habit?

Perhaps postponement itself has turned habitual for me.

 

Why is it not easy to choose happiness?

Why does choosing happiness feel so hard?

Why does the act of choosing happiness often come with such resistance?