헛되다, 무효, 한갓되다

헛되다

  - 아무 보람이나 뜻이 없다

 

무효하다

  - 한 일의 보람이 없다

 

한갓되다

  - 아무런 보람이나 뜻이 없다

  - 하찮아서 아무런 쓸데가 없다

 

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폭식과 과식을 수 차례 반복했다.

오늘도 과식을 했다.

그럼에도 헛되었다는 생각은 하지 않는다. 

꾸역꾸역 먹어본 경험은 '할일'과 '운동'에도 적용되었다. 

 

그 어떤 것도 무효하게 만들지 않을 것이다.

교훈이든 영양분이든 뭐든 내게 좋은 영향을 줄 수 있도록 해석하고 소화시킬 것이다. 

 

I ate too much many times.

I have repeated overeating many times.

I have engaged in cycles of binge eating numerous times.

 

Today I also ate too much.

Today was no exception; I overate. again.

Even today, I found myself overteating once more.

 

But I don't think i was useless.

Even so, I don't believe it was meaningless.

Nevertheless, I do not regard these experience as futile.

 

My eating experience helps me with homework and exercise.

The experience of forcing myself to eat has also been applied to my tasks and workouts.

The discipline I gained from forcing myself through eating has transferred into how I approach both work and exercise.

 

I will not make anything meaningless.

I will not allow anything to be wasted.

I refused to render any of meaningless.

 

I will take it as a lesson or as energy for myself.

Whether ir is a lesson or nutrition, I will interpret it in a way that benefits me.

Whether as a source of wisdom or nourishment, I waill process and internalized it so that it contributes positively to my life.

 

I have repeated  "여러 번 반복했다" 
was no exception "오늘도 예외가 아니었다." 
forcing myself to eat 동명사구, "꾸역꾸역 먹는 것" 의미.
be applied to ~ 수동태로 "적용되다".
in a way that benefits me  관계대명사 that절로 구체적 설명.

engaged in cycles of ~ →"반복적인 행위에 관여하다"
found myself -ing "알고 보니 ~하고 있었다." 
do not regard … as  "~을 ~로 간주하지 않는다." 
has transferred into 과거 경험이 현재로 이어지는 의미 전달.
render meaningless "무의미하게 만들다" 
process and internalize  "해석하고 내면화하다"

 

useless 쓸모없는
experience 경험
lesson 교훈
energy 에너지

overeat 과식하다
apply to ~에 적용하다
nutrition 영양분
benefit 이익을 주다

binge eating 폭식
futile 무익한, 헛된
discipline 훈련, 자기 통제
nourishment 영양분
internalize 내면화하다